lyrics from jackson that makes me smile :)

smile , though your heart is aching .. smile, even though it's breaking ..
when there are clouds in the sky , you'll get by...

if you smile , with your fear and sorrow ... smile and maybe tomorrow , you'll find that life is still worthwhile if you just ....... SMILE

light up your face with gladness , hide every trace of sadness .. although a tear may be ever so near !
that's the time you must keep on trying , smile , what's the use of crying .. you'll find that life is still worthwhile . if you just smile ..

smile , though your heart is aching .. smile , even though it's breaking ... when there are clouds in the sky , you'll get by ...

big ?

i'm a big girl , in a big world .. but it isn't a big thing if you leave me i will miss you much :'(

broken

tell me her name i wanna know the way she looks and where you go .. i need to see her face , i need to understand , why you and i came to an end ? tell me again i wanna hear who broke my faith in all these months .. who lays with you at night while i'm here all alone remembering when i was your own ..
i let you go , i let you fly , why do i keep on asking why ? i let you go , now that i found a way to keep somehow more than a broken vow ..
tell me the words i never said , show me the tears you never shed , gimme the touch that one you promised to be mine or has it vanished for all time ...
i close my eyes and dream of you and i , and then i realize .. there's more to love than only bitterness and lies ... i close my eyes ..
i'd give away my soul , to hold you once again and never let this promise end ..

what i feel

long time ago , i was breaking with my boyfriend named john .
it causes by ... he's bothering me .. i don't know why did he does it . really broken inside ! he never reply my wall , mention and never greet me first on twitter or facebook ! he always greet another girls ! so sad .. and you know ? i was running away from my home but i'm back again --" i'm so despreated