really !?

this story is a true story about me .
last moth ago , me and my boyfriend was breaking our relationship cause he did it again : "busy and forgotten me" so i got angry with him . we didn't talk for two weeks , i thought that i must found someone new ..
in twitter i have 5 new friends , they are beatlemania like me . i love someone from them and i thought that he loves me too cause he always call me " baby " . his face is so handsome , more thank my ex , really ! and his voice is wow ! i like his voice ! before i sleep i always hear his voice sing backbird song . day after day , i can forget about my ex and thought about this new boy . and when i saw his facebook , i saw his mutual friends . my friend called tirza is on mutual friends . i asked him "how can you know tirza ?" he said "oh , she's my friend" me "wow , she's my friend in my school"
in the school ,
i asked tirza "you know palk van tony kojansow ? that called uti ?"
tirza said "yeah , i know ! how can you know uti ?"
me "he's a beatlemania like me and i think i love him"
tirza "what !?"
me "i love him ! emm , you know what is his real name ?"
tirza "putri kojansow"
me "who is putri ? i asked about ... uti ? plak van tony kojansow !"
tirza "yeah ! putri ! the real name is putri kojansow ! a girl !!!"
me "what !? he's a girl ? i mean she's a girl ?! please don't kidding !"
tirza "i'm not kidding i'm not lying its true !"
okay , it's hurting me so deep ! i wanna cry hear what did tirza says and uti says sorry to me and what should i do ? i must forgive uti cause it's not her fault , it's mine . hahaha ..
now me and my ex is start a new relationship again , i thought he's my endless love :)

he has forgotten me

it's only been a week and a half ...
but he was so in love with me . i thought it was going to be so easy to watch him leave for college and get over him . when i went home after seeing him for the last time i realized that i was much more upset than i had expected , but all i could think was at least he will always miss me more than i miss him . i didn't love him , there were few times when i wanted to not be around him . but he always wanted to see me , he was much more upset to watch me walk into my house than i was that last day . a week later , he has a new girlfriend , and i haven't heard from him . he was the one who wanted to keep in touch , yet he's the one who ended all communication . i miss him like crazy , and i wasn't expecting to . randomly during the past few days since i found out about the new girl , i suddenly get upset and start crying . i don't know how they do it , but guys can get over a girl in a snap .

love

i love you . what is the meaning of love ? is it you must make someone you love cry ? or is it you must make someone's heart is breaking ? or what ? i need an answer

raibow

like a rainbow above you

Two voices, one song

It's so rare to find a friend like you
Somehow when you're the sky is always blue
The way we talk
The things you say
The way you make it all ok
And how you know
All of my jokes
But you laugh anyway ..

Chorus:

If I could wish for one thing
I take the smile that you bring
Wherever you go in this world I'll come along
Together we dream the same dream
Forever I'm here for you, you're here for me

Oh ooh oh
Two voices, one song

And anywhere you are you know I'll be around
And when you call my name I'll listen for the sound

*Repeat Chorus*

Oh ooh oh
Two voices, one song

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