he has forgotten me

it's only been a week and a half ...
but he was so in love with me . i thought it was going to be so easy to watch him leave for college and get over him . when i went home after seeing him for the last time i realized that i was much more upset than i had expected , but all i could think was at least he will always miss me more than i miss him . i didn't love him , there were few times when i wanted to not be around him . but he always wanted to see me , he was much more upset to watch me walk into my house than i was that last day . a week later , he has a new girlfriend , and i haven't heard from him . he was the one who wanted to keep in touch , yet he's the one who ended all communication . i miss him like crazy , and i wasn't expecting to . randomly during the past few days since i found out about the new girl , i suddenly get upset and start crying . i don't know how they do it , but guys can get over a girl in a snap .