really !?

this story is a true story about me .
last moth ago , me and my boyfriend was breaking our relationship cause he did it again : "busy and forgotten me" so i got angry with him . we didn't talk for two weeks , i thought that i must found someone new ..
in twitter i have 5 new friends , they are beatlemania like me . i love someone from them and i thought that he loves me too cause he always call me " baby " . his face is so handsome , more thank my ex , really ! and his voice is wow ! i like his voice ! before i sleep i always hear his voice sing backbird song . day after day , i can forget about my ex and thought about this new boy . and when i saw his facebook , i saw his mutual friends . my friend called tirza is on mutual friends . i asked him "how can you know tirza ?" he said "oh , she's my friend" me "wow , she's my friend in my school"
in the school ,
i asked tirza "you know palk van tony kojansow ? that called uti ?"
tirza said "yeah , i know ! how can you know uti ?"
me "he's a beatlemania like me and i think i love him"
tirza "what !?"
me "i love him ! emm , you know what is his real name ?"
tirza "putri kojansow"
me "who is putri ? i asked about ... uti ? plak van tony kojansow !"
tirza "yeah ! putri ! the real name is putri kojansow ! a girl !!!"
me "what !? he's a girl ? i mean she's a girl ?! please don't kidding !"
tirza "i'm not kidding i'm not lying its true !"
okay , it's hurting me so deep ! i wanna cry hear what did tirza says and uti says sorry to me and what should i do ? i must forgive uti cause it's not her fault , it's mine . hahaha ..
now me and my ex is start a new relationship again , i thought he's my endless love :)